yea well...
i just dont know...
this journal is meant to be an update on my life.
SO LETS START WIF DA NEWZ.
i cut my hair in a fit of anger...it doesnt look all the bad, actually...pretty stupid, though.
i probably made the biggest mistake of my life and i feel unstable as can be... one minute im laughing and the next minute i feel like crying....its all rather strange.
im reading eclipse at the moment.i hate it...i dont care if you flame cause im gonna be all "you know what...fuck you.you have no sensible taste in books". the first book was kickass...the second book was annoying and whiny and now, bella's a mega-desparate-whore.im actually glad that there are only 2 more books left.not much left to endure.
and it makes me sick when people compare each other to the character. wtf is up with that? "OH MAI GAWWWD, IM LIKE NEVERRR GONNA FIND MY EDWARRRD.", "I FEEL LIKE JACOB CAUSEI KEEP GETTING REJECTED" yea well...its painful, but its life....atleast you can admit the fact that youre feeling emo rather than trying to water it down by saying you feel like bella without edward or just...jacob...
and if youre a rabbid cullen fan, stop searching for edward. youre missing out on alot of nice guys and its all because youre chasing after a fictional character that isnt really even described with any words other than "hair in casual dissaray, liquid hazel eyes and PERFECT." from the last word you should be able to tell that youre never gonna find him. get over it.suck it up.=/
oh...and also...something else that's new. im trying to go down to 90 pounds. wish me luck.